After 3 weeks in SISPEC, I realised that it's been much easier and slacker than BMT. never expected this. However things are about to get shitty. All the outfields, and Exercises, and things.
Just played in yet another blyc organised soccer tournament. Must admit that it was a bit weird, the whole concept. 3 men, in a really thin strip of enclosed concrete. absolutely no wingplay at all. After ONE match we went off with our opponents, Ben's ex-classmates, to play some *real* street soccer at a nearby court.
I realised something about myself. I always ask myself questions like. What defines our friendship? What exactly am I doing in sispec? What exactly does being a sergeant entail? Does this person really like me, and should I try to befriend him/her? Am I equipped for so-and-so course in uni?
I crave certainty and I certainly know that it sometimes paralyses me.
Murder, he wrote. At
7/16/2006 06:16:00 pm
.I AM
. Gabriel
. OUT of the Army
. Waiting to prove himself
